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gaybuttsexistheway2go: bondsboy: yellowlads: corbeauxtube: Th...

Tue, 14 May 2013 20:48:46 -0400

bondsboy:

yellowlads:

corbeauxtube:

This would be fuckin’ hot no matter what. The fact he’s in public just adds to the spice. Plus he makes killer faces.

Hot wank

No bonds rule broken.. But wow love he drives off at the end

this dude is way too hot mmmm, hey man let me just give you road head anytime that big yummy cock is hard so you don’t have to pull over ;P

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 06:45:28 -0400

underarmourguys:

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OMG WHAT DID I DO!?

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 06:45:14 -0400

OMG WHAT DID I DO!?

malemayhem: troyisstillnaked: ojjunkie: Not sure if he’s...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 19:43:51 -0500

malemayhem:

troyisstillnaked:

ojjunkie:

Not sure if he’s goofy, high or just “that way” but he’s cute and he shoots and fun to watch.

boysareus1: This Marine’s reaction at the end sums it all up.

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 12:04:54 -0500

boysareus1:

This Marine’s reaction at the end sums it all up.

the-escapade: Sean Cody: Harley & Addison

Thu, 18 Oct 2012 13:31:25 -0400

the-escapade:

Sean Cody: Harley & Addison

A letter to my future.

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 13:42:20 -0400

Couldn’t share it anywhere since i am still closeted, and also since i am totally a anonymous nobody here might as well type out all my feelings.

Well, i just finished watching <shelter>, and i have to say it is now on my top 10 favorite movies list. I was randomly doing my usual routine, surfing around youtube watching at random video and i came across this movie. It was, really heart-warming.

For a closeted guy like me, it is always tempted to watch these kind of confuse or closeted and ended up finding a right guy, afterwards another pain in the heart for realizing it was not happening on yourself.

The point of typing this is also to express my fucking feelings out, like, i am in between sad and relieved? It’s like watching this movie made me believe, that sooner or later, or in the far future i’ll find my man, and yes, I am certain.

However the sad part is, i have no idea how my parents, friends or even random people who knows my existence thinks and feels about it. Yea yea yea, movies and everything tried hard to emphasize about YOLO. Life too short to even care at all, since you only live once. But, to be fair, people around do too, and this decision might hurt somebody you really care about.

Being a son, I really find it hard and nervous about how one day, if my mom finds out that i am gay, how i am supposed to react? i mean, i’ve been caught surfing gay website in a very young age but i lied it off saying it was virus or anything i forgot, and there was once, i cried, but mom just told me don’t be a psychopath and walked off my room. Haha, it sounded like my mom’s a bad person, but actually she isn’t. She really does love me very much, but i think at that time, she herself also didn’t know how to react and responded to me in a harsh way which she did not even noticed.

I tried hard to resist making random imagination that i’ve met my Mr. Right and i start off with an amazing life journey with him, but i really can’t help it. Every night at bed if i can’t sleep, mostly happened because i was thinking too much of this fake fantasy which heh, who i am lying, never even happen once, not even near to a chance.

I’ve spent my time looking at picture of hot guys, jerking off to seancody’s porn, watching romantic gay movies, reading gay bloggers/youtubers/anygaycouples that exist, to give myself hope, and more materials to imagine. And everytime i’m done with it, i feel pathetic, like.. sometimes i am just pathetic. Lying there on the bed, uselessly and hopelessly dreaming about something, where i did not even make a god damn move to make this so called dreams and fantasy into reality!

I am so angry of myself that sometimes i just break down and cry in the bathroom, in my room, or in anywhere as long as i am alone. I am those kind of person who does not like to cry in front of people, Yes i shared my problems and vulnerability with my friends, but i tried fucking hard not to cry. I do not want people to see my weakness. But yea, in my fucking brain right now while i am typing this i HOPE my tears could save for the one i love. Someone who would truly understand my pain and accept my flaws and all. Somebody who would said “hush, i am here for you’ whenever my tears are rolling down. Basically, somebody who would also do the same, who would shed a tear, for me.

Now, i am restlessly staring at screen, trying to think so what if i typed this out, nobody’s going to read it, you’re an anonymous. True, but i am hoping one day. i would find the one, and let him read this piece of article which i write for my present and future self, to read back how my past self has lived his life. Eventually, also letting my future one, to see how my past self was, and look to my future self’s eyes, and say…

-‘I see, and i love you’

forcatladies: this reminds me of someone doing the worst...

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 14:55:41 -0400

forcatladies:

this reminds me of someone doing the worst kristen wiig impression ever

Day 7 and 8

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 14:52:56 -0400

Day 7 Failed! Accidentally slept again due to a long day of class.

For day 8, same shit happened but thanks to the lecturer who cancelled the morning class on the next thing, managed to work out at 12.

Peace out!

Day 7 (first week completed)

Sun, 10 Jun 2012 14:08:18 -0400

I have finished day 7! Can’t believe I really had the determination yo! But anyways, I didn’t have school much so it was pretty easy, tmr school considered officially starting so I better be prepared for more challenge!

One thing keep in mind : diet! No more excuses of eating too much during dinner time while I’m out, tell yourself to control while ordering yo!! Alright, signing off! Will do a video log tmr! Peace out!

Day 5 and Day 6

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 14:03:00 -0400

Forgot to record day 5, so I’ll put day 5 and 6 in one post.

Day 5 was alright, did everything, muscles don’t feel soreness after waking up during the next day. Did a video record as well.

Day 6’s workout happened too late, because I had to attend a friend’s barbecue party. But still managed well.

Day 4

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 13:46:07 -0400

After a day 3’s terrible mistake, I’ve make it up by sort of punishing myself with 40 more push ups and 20 more sit ups. I know it sounds like nothing, but I’m still pretty weak in terms of muscle strength plus after losing all my stamina.

Well what I can say is, day 4 is fine and I’m happy with the progress.

86 days left! =)

Day 3

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 01:54:41 -0400

Failed. Accidentally slept after a long day of school. First mistake I guess :/ may the lesson be learnt.

Day 2

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 14:18:23 -0400

Body starts to ache, it’s a good sign showing the effort I put is working. However still can’t manage to get to bed early as possible. Day 3 fighting!

coupleofqueers: bbexplorer: almost seems like #teambottom is...

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 13:10:58 -0400

coupleofqueers:

bbexplorer:

almost seems like #teambottom is fucking the top, with his ass. damn! #bbbh

#bareback #BBBH

fuck BrANDON IS HOT

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 13:08:51 -0400

fuck BrANDON IS HOT

gayguysbible: Marco Dapper is realy gay!!! <3 xxxx

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 14:23:24 -0400

gayguysbible:

Marco Dapper is realy gay!!! <3 xxxx

FUCK

Tue, 22 May 2012 12:11:03 -0400

Had a terrifying moment just now, realizing someone i know in real life added me in sina weibo, which i posted all my intimate and most secretive feelings post in chinese to it. BLACKLISTED her and changed all my information. FUCKING SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME! Hope she didnt get to see what i’ve written there, or else. Im forced to come out which i am not ready yet!

Can’t believe Renly is going to be killed by the vagina smoke shadow!!

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 14:06:16 -0400

Can’t believe Renly is going to be killed by the vagina smoke shadow!!

justinjewmanji: so many questions

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 10:58:58 -0400

justinjewmanji:

so many questions